Well I tried to stay on top of this, back in the saddle though, work load shifted now I will have time. This time I am relaxing doing a little reflecting on time I give to myself, thinking about those that have impacted my life this past year or two. I'm not going to lie it's be rough, I feel now as if I shorted myself out of some joy. I've been on a establish my self worth path, I have a very wonderful friend to thank for that insight. Funny, you can go through life thinking everything is great and it's not, wore out from doing for others, getting taken advantage of, exhausting it is, and now I see what is going, or I let it slip away. Well now I am at the beginning stage, taking it one day at a time, dealing with my regrets, trying to get past so much loss. I will do it but I will pay a bit hefty price. I lift my glass to those who got it together, very who knows their worth and are living life to the fullest.
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